To you ; someone i used to love

Hey you,

I’ve been thinking a lot about what happened and how I’ve let you down. I know I fell short in it and for that, I am deeply sorry.

I know my actions hurt you, and I regret that I didn’t handle things the way you deserve. I was wrong, and I take full responsibility for it. I can’t stop thinking about how important you are to me, and how much I value the love we’ve built. The last thing I ever wanted to do was make you feel unimportant or misunderstood.

When my sister decided to speak Malaysian in my room, you decided to doubt me and tell your family. It all happened in a day. My sister had to help me with it.

How I wish I could reconcile with you and apologize for all the shortfalls that have happened. Maybe you’re currently resting and getting ready for work. I have been blocked everywhere, including Plato, and the only way I can express my emotions is through my blog.

I’ve been reflecting on how I can be more mindful of your feelings, and I promise I’ll do better in loving and taking care of you.